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Post by ☼ Minion ☼ on Oct 3, 2009 15:28:15 GMT -8
This fic was heavily inspired by Cool Guy's 'Dear Diary'. If you haven't read it yet, STOP WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING AND READ IT. NAO. Thank you and enjoy. :3
This fiction will contain occasional crude language and some disturbing content. Nothing too bad, just be aware.Chester’s Journal
February 27, 2017
She stopped by my house today. I could tell there was something bothering her. She reassured me several times that she was fine, but I could tell there was something she wanted to tell me. Jenna may be able to hid her emotions from others, but she might as well have it writing across her face. I’ve known her long enough to see when something’s not right.
I wonder if he ever notices those things. I bet he doesn’t. He doesn't know her like I do. He doesn’t love her like I do.
We sat in the living room and talked for quite some time. I just couldn't shake off how solemn she seemed, like something was really bothering her. Her eyes looked so sad evertimeshelooked at me. I’m not really even sure why she stopped by. This isn’t the first time she’s come to see me for no apparent reason.
It’s HIM. I know it. How can she love him? Why not ME? I never hurt her I just want her to loveme that’s alliever wanted.
ijustwantedjennatolovemewhycantsheseethatalliwantisforhertolovemeitsnotfairihatehimalliwantisher [/sup][/font][/right] [/blockquote]
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Post by ☼ Minion ☼ on Oct 3, 2009 15:32:05 GMT -8
Braeden’s Journal
March 2, 2017
I hate writing in this stupid journal. But I was told to write in here whenever I felt agitated, it’s suppose to help release my anger or something. Whatever.
It’s about that freak again, Chester. I know Jenna is seeing him frequently and I’m certain she means no harm out of it. But him on the other hand...I’m not so sure about. With the way that fucking pervert looks at her…it’s enough to kill him and I swear to god if he ever touches her I WILL. Chester’s not…right. I can’t believe he accuses me of abusing Jenna! I would never lay a hand on her! He’s just trying to justify his feeling toward her I think. I really don’t know. Chester has to be mentally sick or something. It’s just not normal.
I don’t think he understand a thing about love and his obsession with Jenna is putting me on the edge. He has yet to actually do anything to where I can tell him off, but sooner or later…I know he’s going to crack. I really wish Jenna would just stop visiting him. Last time I brought it up she seemed so trouble and reluctant to discuss it. I don’t want her to think I don’t trust her, because I do. It’s just him I don’t trust. She told me not to worry about it. Hard for me not to though.
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Post by Administrator on Oct 3, 2009 15:37:36 GMT -8
This is... REALLY unnerving You already have me guessing >D
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Post by ☼ Minion ☼ on Oct 3, 2009 15:47:20 GMT -8
MWAHAHAHA! > *starts writing next entry*
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Post by ☼ Minion ☼ on Oct 3, 2009 18:29:31 GMT -8
Chester’s Journal
March 10, 2017
I think Jenna is mad at me.
I hadn’t seen her since the last time I wrote and was starting to become worried. Just to make sure thatdisgustingfilthyrat hadn’t donesomething to her I drove by her work. She was there and smiled at me as I came through the door. Though the second I started talking and asked her why she hadn’t been around the past few day her face began to turn pale. She told me I shouldn’t have come to her work and tried to shoo me off, but I wouldn’t have it. I’m tired of her hiding things from me and I told her. I told her I knew it was him. He was the reason she hadn’t come to see me. She seemed rather embarrassed as people started to stare and I immediately felt horrible. I tried apologizing, but she told me just to leave. I left like she had asked, but I couldn’t believe the scene I had just created. Oh Jenna! Please forgive me! I’ll apologize again next time I see her.
I have to learn how to be more subtle. I may hate braethatpieceofrot but shedoesnt. I don’t want her to be mad atme because of it. I’ll be sure to be more cautious with my words next time I see her. I can’t let her know howmuchi hate him.
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Post by ☼ Minion ☼ on Oct 3, 2009 18:37:45 GMT -8
Braeden’s Journal
March 10, 2017
Today was by far one of the worst days I’ve had in a LONG time.
To being this glorious day, I got fired. At first when my boss called me into the office I figured he’d just give me a little spiel about being late for work again. God, I wish that was all it was. Apparently they haven’t needed me ever since the Fabrication Machine was created and haven‘t been much use to the company. ’Just eating up money,’ was the only thing I had been doing the past few weeks according to my boss. Ass. I cannot believe they are only telling me this now. It would have been nice for them to have at least mentioned it beforehand so I could start looking for a new job. What the hell am I suppose to do? I mean, yeah, Jenna still has her job, but she doesn’t make enough alone to support us both and even if she did I wouldn’t feel right having her do that.
I might not be completely helpless though. Right before I left one of my buddies that also got laid off mentioned a unique job of some kind. He wouldn’t say what it was exactly, only that I might be interested and we‘d speak about it another time. I don’t care much for unique or whatever…I just need something that will keep me and Jenna from loosing our house.
Speaking of Jenna, she seemed in a rather bitter mood when she came home today. I asked her about it and she just mentioned something about an incident with a customer and then went up to bed. I can’t help but feel she’s not tell me everything though, she wouldn't even look me in the eye. I just hope it’s not what I think it is…Ah…probably not. I just worry about her too much.
I should probably get some sleep. I need it.
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Post by demonxofxsecrets on Oct 4, 2009 17:50:35 GMT -8
Aww.... This is awesome!
lol.... Bellamont....
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Post by blacksolstice on Oct 6, 2009 15:30:37 GMT -8
WHY CAN'T WE FAVE THREADS LIKE ON DA .____. keep up the awesome work!
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Post by demonxofxsecrets on Apr 7, 2010 14:52:01 GMT -8
Are you going to update this? O3O
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